I stared right back into my demons eyes
And found all these truths to just be lies
I should have known, couldn’t change the tides
But now I’m locked in for the long ride
Troubled mind troubled soul
Lurching forward fresh out of luck
The uphill battle started long ago
Callused hands grasp for stable ground
I’m crawling under rays of hope
Surrender was always an option
Give and concede to what lies below
Perpetually spinning, Out of synchronicity
I gave into all of my vices
I don’t know if I can pay the prices
Ill tumble down, the rabbit hole
Fuck the cost, pay it with my soul
Bring me down to the deepest low
Hidden from heavens golden glow
Fuck the hope, it was all in vein
I’ve become, what I hate again